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HERE IT IS! So it has been a crazy couple days / weeks however long its been since we last met. I have been a strange kind of person latly. I quit smoking the reffer for like... A long a$s time.......... I just looked and I stopped smoking on June 20th. Like 18 days so far... well kinda. I will talk more about that later. Also My lover and have rediscovered the intense (but not like camping) love we once had, and its amazing! I have started hating my work place, but I think that is because I stopped smoking. I ditched my last race... Lame of me. I tried a new drug known as mushrooms, I have become less found of some people, and I may be leaving this state this year!!!! Lots and lost of news. Where to start telling you the reader too much info about my life??? Ah there. ->Ditched my race. I quite smoking weed and feel way WAY happier and have had more time to be awake and not permafryed (the state your mind and body reach when you smoke too much.), but when I stopped smoking I also quit working out and riding my bike as much. Cause I started seeing all the stuff I need to do during the day. Where as when I was high all I wanted to do was work out, eat, and ride my bike. Because my bike riding was not really happening, and I didn't want to wast the money or lose I didn't go to the race. Lame but what ever. Next I may be leaving WI. Mike, my man with the plan may be getting a newer better job as a bike shop Manager, however I will not say where because people in both places may get there hopes up. Next, I have been hating people. Well its just that, I like things going my way and because not everyone is a fan of the Marty show I start hating them. Not really hating mind you but I just am... Well blogger I fucking hate that I have 2 friends in this stupid state, and only get to hang out with one once in a great blue moon and when we do it sucks and I wish I was getting high on my bike on a mountain somewhere, and the other I hang out with too much and am starting to get annoyed by. What ever. Next, So my boyfriend and I are so deeply in love it is almost overwhelming. I don't know how to explain it, but its like we both let go of every not positive thought and feeling we ever had for the other, and fully embraced the positive feeling and emotions for one another. Its like I am in high school again but more intense. Well any way I think part of it is because on the 3rd of July he and I took some AWESOME mushrooms. I had never done them before and we were both a little scared of what I would do but for 4 hours Mike and I just sat and watched cartoons, cuddled, smiled, laughed, and made out a lot. We also said I love you tons. Then we road out bikes still fucked up to the fireworks and then held each other and sat next to the water and enjoyed our country's Independence. Then took a scary bike ride back in the woods with one light and still seeing stuff that was not there. So that is the day I smoked just two little puffs of weed to put me to sleep, but other then that I have not smoked weed tell today. I am really high. And love it. After all if we move we are both quitting everything cold turkey. Well I am going to go get some food and act like an ass hole so I will blogg again when ever I have time.


Oh and WAY TO GO USA! On the 4th of July American Tyler Farrar won the Tour de France stage. Totally epic.