Shocking ones conscience and forcing your uneasiness onto others.

How can someone tell me I have embarrassed myself? I mean, sure I might act out and not get the results I was hoping for, but that just means I have experienced an unsuccessful reaction to my actions. Yet, go back to, how can someone tell me I have embarrassed myself? How does one know if the reaction that comes forth from my actions is not exactly what I wanted? 

From chaos to sanity

My mind wonders from the depths of chaos to the edge of sanity.

I can do nothing but hope that the journey helps me develop myself further as a whole.

The many pieces that make up the mosaic that is Martha is a jumbles mess of the happy, sad, mad, glad, terribly, horrifically, wonderful mayhem that is I.