You and how you're being yourself...

I was told tonight "maybe you embrace yourself the wrong way". What? I sit here not quite sure how to feel. I know nothing. Fuck, I don't know how to be me at this point. So, the question becomes, who shall play the part of Martha? I can't imagine. Is it a hard role or an easily overthought role? What is it that I can't comprehend about myself?

Morose Moser

I am stuck here. Glued to my meaty seat.

I don't dare to leave because, that means I can and will be deceived.

Not that I have not tried, for if I said I had not, now that would be a lie.

I am so depressed, I am too depressed to take my antidepressants and because I am so depressed my 

face will never be caressed by the love and affection because of my affliction.

Damn this sadness, for it is a SAD excuse, yet it troubles me so ... So much so I sometimes just cry and say on to myself WOW...

I don't want to die I just want to be free, to be me, and silly and dilly dally in the things known as life, whilst only dabbling in the things like reality and seriousness. 

The only thing good about this dreadfully melancholy poison is its the most dependable aspect of me.

How sad.

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Sunny Marty Real estate Marketing.

Depending on the day she will choose who to lay with and play with and
LOVE
It is a liquid thing that is ever changing. It and you will never be the same after.
 As for thous who can't  understand or play its quite a shame.
People no matter there age or personality can be perfect for her as long as she can see them belonging completely to her.
 After all she cant wait to give them "all" of her time.
Just be cautious, cause seeing is done not with the eyes but with the mind.
For it is more AND less kind, because it does not see the same lies.