Showing posts with label man. Show all posts
Showing posts with label man. Show all posts
Saturday, May 2, 2015
Ironman
Emotions are the insightful guide to ones feelings and thoughts. However emotions change drastically over time, sleep, drugs, alcohol, or even a great round of animistic sex. So,as an insight over our feelings and thoughts, the driving forces of our self, should we not think before we feel? Yet, if ones feelings are thought out, there feelings and thoughts go from organic to mechanic. Then the person becomes a thing, and that thing only feels what it thinks, and it has to think out its emotions that drive it's thoughts. Thus over exerting it's brain witch takes it from thing to man, because machines can not feel exertion, they can only do. Therefor, showing that the man was never a machine at all, but a confused individual that was afraid to show emotions, and instead thought out his feelings and thoughts to insure he could be 'Ironman', made of steal and unable to be effected by feelings.
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Settling. . . From the inside
I am scared that I won't find someone who will be everything I want and that will see me as everything they want. Relationships take time and I get that, but I am tired of the heart wrenching feeling I get when I know I am yet again not going to work out with my lover and if I do it's because I have settled.
Reason for settling. I am crazy in all sorts of manners and the lack there of, smart(smart ass, thinks I am smart, smart alic, smarty marty)' sexually sexy in a sexy way, wanting to be needy but too tough to let too much of it show, yet still as demanding of attention as a new kitten, and insecure of myself worth. Thus I do the open up and rip off the mask routine and because my personality is a cavernous labyrinth of excitement and dismay along with screaming cry ing fucking and laughing I am a whirlwind of 'holy shit what the fuck' said in many different fashions good, bad, and otherwise. Because of this and my very much Martyness(Marty is my nickname) I settle for fear I won't find another that will, as I precise it, tolerate me. Thus being alone with ALL of me and of cores my pets.
My thoughts...
Reason for settling. I am crazy in all sorts of manners and the lack there of, smart(smart ass, thinks I am smart, smart alic, smarty marty)' sexually sexy in a sexy way, wanting to be needy but too tough to let too much of it show, yet still as demanding of attention as a new kitten, and insecure of myself worth. Thus I do the open up and rip off the mask routine and because my personality is a cavernous labyrinth of excitement and dismay along with screaming cry ing fucking and laughing I am a whirlwind of 'holy shit what the fuck' said in many different fashions good, bad, and otherwise. Because of this and my very much Martyness(Marty is my nickname) I settle for fear I won't find another that will, as I precise it, tolerate me. Thus being alone with ALL of me and of cores my pets.
My thoughts...
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